Sometimes for the people you love you have to do things that hurt you. Sometimes that means you have to let them go because that’s what’s best for them. Even when it’s the furthest thing from that for you.

Fair warning this is long because I’m on my phone and tonight was shit

So I like him and he likes me and we both know that and we’re not going to be together. The worst part is that I KNOW what it’s like I KNOW what he’s feeling. I was exactly where he was a year ago and I know that there’s absolutely nothing I can do to change anything. It’s just a great big giant piece of shit. And I still can’t help but think that we’d be perfect together. Hell I KNOW that we’d be perfect together. It’s just timing and oh isn’t it ironic. The one time when I was finally in the right place and it was, for me, the perfect time and everything was going to be perfect, I fell for someone that was far too much like me. Someone whose last relationship was fucked up, just like mine. Someone who has a tendency to get drunk and do and say stupid things, just like me. Someone who only ever wants to help people, just like me. Someone who thinks I’m hilarious, just like me. Someone who loves game of thrones and football and bad Aussie 80s rock and musicals and Monty Python, just like me. Someone who prefers the country over the city, just like me. Someone who due to their last relationship with someone with someone with somewhat of a mental illness now doesn’t know how to uphold a normal healthy relationship, just like me. Someone who doesn’t trust themselves not to fuck it all up again, just like me.

Let me tell you a thing okay after we’d established that it was best if nothing happened between us we ended up talking for probably an hour or two about ex relationships and fuck ups and uni like it was the most natural thing in the world. Let me also tell you that no matter how much it hurts and how angry it makes me that I will never let this friendship slide because he makes me so fucking happy that all the pain is worth it.

tr0ye-0ak13y:

Zalfie & kids
"i'm genuinely really excited to have children when i'm older"
People I’m mad at:

hemmoharto:

-Myself
-Jake
!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck we’ve fucked this whole thing up big time

Scrap that

People I’m mad at:

-Myself for ever thinking we hAD A FUCKING CHANCE

People I’m mad at:

-Myself
-Jake
!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck we’ve fucked this whole thing up big time

Yessss oh my gosh drew and belle and Aden how could I forget Aden!!! Oh my gosh I was halfway round the world in love with him!! And then the golden days of cassie and rick and mattie and Lucas they are still my all time favourite closely followed by Chris hemsworth as Kim 😍😍😍 haha yeah Irene wasn’t an original character from the pilot episode but she’s the longest standing female I think. It’s either her or Leah

Yessss oh my gosh drew and belle and Aden how could I forget Aden!!! Oh my gosh I was halfway round the world in love with him!! And then the golden days of cassie and rick and mattie and Lucas they are still my all time favourite closely followed by Chris hemsworth as Kim 😍😍😍 haha yeah Irene wasn’t an original character from the pilot episode but she’s the longest standing female I think. It’s either her or Leah

Track Title: Budapest

Artist: George Ezra

Album: Wanted on Voyage

Give me one good reason,
Why I should never make a change
Baby if you hold me,
Then all of this will go away

My friends and family,
They, don’t understand,
They fear they’d lose so much,
If, you take my hand.